Someday

They swear up and down that I've never known pain I'd jump at the chance to explain (at the chance) There was that time when puberty turned me insane And this mind of mine didn't feel like mine And this body of mine didn't feel like mine And the confidence dripped from my veins (dripped down) Try to pick it up, but it's not the same (dripped down) Can someone outside of this head tell me anything To take these broken dreams and repair me with the pieces? Who can fix what fell to pieces? Someday I'll wake and it won't feel so wrong Someday I'll find where I belong Someday this body will finally be mine And this mind of mine will feel like mine Someday, someday At first I tried crying and then I tried lying Then I tried trying and then I tried dying Now I'm suffering through haircuts and body hair And praying on the bedroom floor, "Is there a way?" Should I just endure and wait, like they say? I shouldn't take the pain, like they say There's some pills I'll need to take anyway Just to be me Someday I'll wake and it won't feel so wrong Someday I'll find where I belong Someday this body will finally be mine And this mind of mine will feel like mine Someday, someday No, I'm not insane When I say, if I had my way I'd have them explain me the harm In letting someone be happy and Alive and happy (Tell me where's the harm)